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spiralism//lashing

 

Some lipsticks are better than others

for  writing yyour name on a mirror.

When i say you, i mean y ou, charlie.

i mean i wasn’t wearing any

thhing after and so i rubbed my finger

tip in the seam of my scalp, in the part

of my hair, the rivulet of oil in between

the living dermis and the dead fil

aments. Sassy theosophy on the line without room

for ghosts. A knife too long for the birthday cake. There has to be sometthing more

than this. i drug

my dirtied thumb across the glass. How i hate

preservation. How i loved

you when you crawled

into space between the clear

coffee table top and the coffee

table to also argue against becoming

a remnant. Immortal. There has to be somethhing more than this and there is. Your

haunch

as available as my cat

who singed

again and again its tail

tip on the end of your cigarette and thought, only,

that it smelled of ash. i don’t fear

anything but being after. As long as i sweat i can write my name

in sweat. Languid annunciation; self-portrait; fake lash.

 

 i’m made of what i’m made of.

 

i can feel my synovial fluid splash

and sp lash agai n as i don’t settle, as

my bones click chord by chord into each joint.

Skeletal glissando.   If i’m dead

i’m going to kiss

anyhow. charlie, i spoke the writing that

broke the glass.




Candice Wuehle