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Cucurbita moschata

 

Perhaps you were not picked late enough

to be as sweet as I heard you could be.

All your sprawl and curled tendrils

in the raised bed near where the beans

in their neat rows hid their bounty

and I would have to bend the leaves

this and that way to reap what I liked

so much more than your burnt nut flavor.

Mush in my mouth she tried to make

better with brown sugar and butter.

Even your edible blossoms did little

for me – shriveled, containing bees busy

at their task, with that threat of sting

if interrupted. She would sever

and then scoop out

your seeds and lay your halves

on the pan and each time I thought

of either empty rooms or those images

of the uterus displayed in that class

we all had to take, shifting in our seats.

No matter you were a fruit, relative

to the beloved nectarine with its stone.

I couldn’t grow to love you

in any of your incarnations,

though that one soup blended

with carrots and mixed with cream

by another that one winter so much later

did not repel. The bright green

clippings of chive as garnish recalled

those that grew by the back door

like an afterthought. The spoon

breaking the surface.




Kelly R. Samuels